Just for me.....

I have had a rough few months....personal problems....and as I sat feeling sorry for myself..thinking "why doesn't anyone love me for just me??" Amy's voice rang loud and clear in my head "what am I chopped liver?"


Amy's house was always an escape for me....I could go there and just be...i didn't have to worry about what I might get in trouble for...or if my parents were fighting.....I could go to Amy's and just be....a kid. She always loved me for who I was ...not what I could or would do for her...or what I could bring to the relationship...she just enjoyed me....she was the one with the toys....the one with the movie tickets...or Disneyland tickets.....I would give up anything to have her back....I would give back every gift, toy, movie......anything....just to have her.