The holidays have been hard. I don't know what I expected.....But it all seems so empty. What's funny about that is the Amy lived in California...it's not like I got to see her everyday. Though 'I' was her Christmas present for the last few years...... I can't even begin to imagine what it's like for her family....all I get from her husband (being a typical man) is "oh were fine...everybodys fine" But I know they aren't. Amy was the glue , the center , the heart of it all......Part of me wishes more than anything that I could be down there...helping...or just being there. I feel like I am failing her....but I can't even seem to help myself .....so how can I help them?
I keep asking her to forgive me......
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2 comments:
Sundee, what do you need forgiveness from? As clear as I can see, you are a dear friend, mourning the loss of another dear friend. The first holiday is always the most difficult one. Keep your chin up hon, and please don't feel guilty for missing Amy.
I need to be forgiven for letting her down...I should be there helping out!! Amy was worried about her mom doing to much befor she died...and now she has even more to do...and the loss of Amy to deal with as well !!
They had an extremely close relationship...I cant imagine how hard this has been for her!!! And her family has been my family for as long as I can remember! They have done so much for me over the years.........
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