Happy 13th Birthday Lizzy!!!

Today is Lizzy's 13th Birthday !! Lizzy is Amy's daughter and her pride and joy! I remember when Amy first got pregnant...she wanted a girl so bad !! Amy had always been the Barbie QUEEN!! She loved dressing them ...and I suspected that was her reasoning for wanting a girl so bad!! I was right Lizzy was and is still on of the best dressed girl in town!! A year later I was lucky enough to have a girl of my own and we inherited so much of Lizzy's wardrobe that I didn't have buy anything for my own darling daughter for years !!! We were always grateful for that but I am even more grateful that while visiting us in Washington Lizzy helped me finally potty train Tawni !!! THANK YOU LIZZY !!!!


Lizzy is very outgoing , funny and fearless!!! Amy was always amazed and grateful for Lizzys outgoing personality !! She loved to see her daughter get out and dance, or sing in front of anyone and everyone !! Lizzy is always cracking a joke and making everyone laugh !! Lizzy has that special little something that sets her apart and lets you know that she is going to do great things !!

Lizzy I hope your 13th year is a great one !! We love you...we really really do !!

New Years Resolution...... To stop focusing on the pain and focus on the person that Amy was...All the dreams we shared. Looking back on my postings....I have been consumed by me...and what I am feeling.....and though the pain is still there...Amy would not want me to wallow in it. I am going to try with all my might to share the beauty that was Amy. So I can honor her and maybe someone will be inspired by her life and love.....I know there will still be MANY tears.....I need to pull myself together so I can be there for her family , especially her children. PLEASE .... Pray that I will have strength.......