New Years Resolution...... To stop focusing on the pain and focus on the person that Amy was...All the dreams we shared. Looking back on my postings....I have been consumed by me...and what I am feeling.....and though the pain is still there...Amy would not want me to wallow in it. I am going to try with all my might to share the beauty that was Amy. So I can honor her and maybe someone will be inspired by her life and love.....I know there will still be MANY tears.....I need to pull myself together so I can be there for her family , especially her children. PLEASE .... Pray that I will have strength.......