15 years ago today I eloped with my wonderful husband Jim.....and in doing so created one of my deepest regrets. We got engaged and married two weeks later....mainly because of Jims work situation -he was taking on a new position that wouldn't allow him time off for at least a year ! And we didn't want to wait that long...then there was family issues.....anyways alot of clutter and pressure got in the way so we decided "heck with it - lets just go do it!" So we did......and I couldn't get a hold of Amy, plus I could not afford to fly her up and she had just gotten married as well.....I can make all the excuses but it all comes down to Amy was not in my wedding.....and I have regretted it everyday since...... I know she forgave me...but I have yet to forgive myself....... I have a hard time even looking at my wedding pictures without wanting to cry ............
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Hey Look at you two!!!
It so hard to understand the situations the Lord allows in our lives and the lives of those we love.
I'm sorry your hurting.
If you haven't found this vrs. yet make it your prayer
Psalms 119:28
No I'm going to type it out, go look it up yourself.
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Sundee, I was there on your wedding day and my heart rejoiced for you and Jim...it still does, all these years later. I am sorry you are hurting over these thoughts and "wishes" from the past, but know that your wedding day was beautiful, your love for Jim is splendid and honorable, and you are a wonderful woman.
Big hugs, dearie.
~Lorrie
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