I was thinking the other day that.....it should be better now that Christmas is over.....maybe it won't hurt so much now that the holiday's are gone....but then I realized.........there is not a month ......not even one that doesn't have an Amy "Holiday" ...you know...like January is Lizzy Birthday, Feb. is her husband Shannon's Birthday...... and the list goes on......every month has this HUGE reminder that she's not here! It's like there is this BIG gaping black hole where she should be......I can not imagine how it is for her family.....without her there everyday.......she was such a huge part of everything..........I MISS HER.......