Sometimes others can say it better than we can.....heres a few lyrics that send me over the edge..



I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it,
Oh you left so fast,
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God give me moments grace
Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way




Well that says alot......But if I had known..how it would end...would I have chosen to miss out on such a wondeful friendship?? NO......in fact now I would give almost anything to just have one more day.......

The line that says "I never pictured every miniute without you in it" sticks out for me because 5 yrs ago...just befor our "25th anniversary" I was painting a plate for Amy...it has 2 little girls running through the sprinklers...anyways I was searching for the perfect saying to put on the plate......the only thing that felt right was "I cant imagine life without you" and when I thought of it I cried....I imagined for a minute what it would be like to get a call......saying she was gone....it took me hours to calm myself down......When it did happen...it was so much worse than I could have ever imagined....and I still can't put myself back together......And I still.....cant imagine her not being here....I still pick up the phone to call her......How can life just go on.......how can someone go back to doing the same things when everything has changed???